SoCS is almost on the way

Author by 🇪🇺 Bee H.Posted in Life

This post takes part in Linda G. Hill’s glorious “Stream of Consciousness Saturday”. Please hop over and find the rules and more glorious SoCS posts.
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I almost walked, out of work. Many times., Well, in my mind, anyway.
But to be honest really doing it scares me to death.

I make myself believe that I am safe where I am and better the devil you know. And I almost believed it.

But coming back to panic attacks time and time again, and the hard work that is hardly possible to manage, make me question this believe. I wanted to be a teacher when I came to this country.
I suspect I would be good in teaching languages. A few weeks ago I was at my stepdaughter’s school and remembered how much I enjoyed working with children.
So I think it’,s almost time for a new adventure. Not yet though. The fears are still too big, and the writing lures me too. Even though one does not have to exclude the other.
No matter what. I believe I’m almost on my way….

Published by 🇪🇺 Bee H.

🇪🇺🐝 bi~lingual: English/German, 🌻 🙋‍♀️ Thinker, Poetess, Blogger ☕ 💑 happily married 2 best husband in world 🌎 & 🌼 proudly owned by a rescue greyhound. 🇪🇺

0 thoughts on “SoCS is almost on the way”

    1. Thanks 🙂 I have been at that point so many times in the last few years and I always stepped back. I’m not confident I’m courageous enough even though I know I need to be

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      2. oh, I have a feeling it might go pretty fast now that I put my mind properly to it ~ fears or no fears ~ I’ll keep you posted 🙂

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  6. Sometimes you just have to take that leap of faith and trust that you are making the right decision. It can surprise you how the universe will conspire to make things happen once you take that leap. I have done it several times myself and each time was pleasantly surprised at how much better life was once I took that leap.

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    1. Hi Evelyn, thanks for your encouraging words. That is exactly how I came to Great Britain. I have this experience too but still in this case it is quite hard to get over it. But the many encouraging words my readers gave me today make me more and more believe I can do it :-)! Thanks!

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