This post takes part in Linda G. Hill’s glorious “Stream of Consciousness Saturday”. Please hop over and find the rules and more glorious SoCS posts.
I almost walked, out of work. Many times., Well, in my mind, anyway.
But to be honest really doing it scares me to death.
I make myself believe that I am safe where I am and better the devil you know. And I almost believed it.
But coming back to panic attacks time and time again, and the hard work that is hardly possible to manage, make me question this believe. I wanted to be a teacher when I came to this country.
I suspect I would be good in teaching languages. A few weeks ago I was at my stepdaughter’s school and remembered how much I enjoyed working with children.
So I think it’,s almost time for a new adventure. Not yet though. The fears are still too big, and the writing lures me too. Even though one does not have to exclude the other.
No matter what. I believe I’m almost on my way….