This post takes part in Linda G. Hill’s glorious “Stream of Consciousness Saturday”. Please hop over and find the rules and more glorious SoCS posts.
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I almost walked, out of work. Many times., Well, in my mind, anyway.
But to be honest really doing it scares me to death.
I make myself believe that I am safe where I am and better the devil you know. And I almost believed it.
But coming back to panic attacks time and time again, and the hard work that is hardly possible to manage, make me question this believe. I wanted to be a teacher when I came to this country.
I suspect I would be good in teaching languages. A few weeks ago I was at my stepdaughter’s school and remembered how much I enjoyed working with children.
So I think it’,s almost time for a new adventure. Not yet though. The fears are still too big, and the writing lures me too. Even though one does not have to exclude the other.
No matter what. I believe I’m almost on my way….
Very nice post Bee, I wish you all good luck with your dream 😀
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Thank you so much Irene but I am not there yet. Still too scared I believe 🙂
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Dreams can take time Bee, then you also have for your preparing 😉
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🙂 so true everything falls into place when you are ready 🙂
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Good luck Bee!
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Thanks 🙂
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It can be hard to know how long to wait, to hold onto almost. All the best.
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Thank you. Now that is so true! 🙂
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I think you should always listen to your inner voice, even if it’s scary. Sometimes the scariest steps we take are the best ones for us. Good luck Bee! Great post!
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Thanks 🙂 I have been at that point so many times in the last few years and I always stepped back. I’m not confident I’m courageous enough even though I know I need to be
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It will come. And if it doesn’t, that’s okay too. You’ll figure it out eventually. 🙂
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oh, I have a feeling it might go pretty fast now that I put my mind properly to it ~ fears or no fears ~ I’ll keep you posted 🙂
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Please do! 🙂
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🙂
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Keep it up 🙂 All the best!
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Thanks 🙂
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Sometimes you just have to take that leap of faith and trust that you are making the right decision. It can surprise you how the universe will conspire to make things happen once you take that leap. I have done it several times myself and each time was pleasantly surprised at how much better life was once I took that leap.
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Hi Evelyn, thanks for your encouraging words. That is exactly how I came to Great Britain. I have this experience too but still in this case it is quite hard to get over it. But the many encouraging words my readers gave me today make me more and more believe I can do it :-)! Thanks!
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When you’re ready, you’ll do it. Best of luck, Bee!
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Thanks 🙂
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