I published this first in November 2015. While all this is true I am in a much better place today. Please seek help if your wellbeing is in a bad place: Find helplines here on my Pinterest Board
When your mind blows up it is like trying to stop a tsunami breaking into your house with your bare hands. You desperately press against the door but you know its useless. Not long and you are shoved back by all your emotions and you bang against the nooks and crannies of your life.
When you come through you see everything you worked so hard for destroyed and washed away but there is always someone standing out there (not those close to you, those who know you and your fight) telling you to get yourself together and to look on the bright side. And then they wonder when more than your mind explodes…..
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Beautiful description to which I can fully relate. Keep on blogging.
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Hi Kebro87, thanks very much. I always come back. I can’t do it without blogging 🙂
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PTSD is not easy to live with, but it is possible to work with it, so it doesn’t show the ugly face too often.
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Yes I know but that’s the problem this time. I have managed it so well and suddenly everything g went output of hand due to lack of knowledge at my workplace. Last time before it happened anxiety was was my constant companion. Since last autumn I experienced for the first time how it feels to be safe. There were ups and downs but I could handle them. So this breakdown is so much harder for me. I know I can do it but I am so tired of fighting
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It is not possible to do all perfect Bee, sometimes we must accept to be hit by past, just we recognize this and go on from there.
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Indeed and it looks like the Universe is teaching me this 🙂
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I also learned this by experience Bee.
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OMG! You hit the nail on the head bee! 🙂 I can so relate!
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Thanks. I wrote that a long time ago but it still resonates 😍🙋♀️🐝🌈
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