The big five zero is rapidly approaching and I am still working on it. But I think I am getting there 🙂
It is 7 months now that I hit the big four zero. I always thought I would enjoy it as you grow a bit more relaxed with a bit more life experience. But alas there goes my dream. One of my biggest challenges and one of the biggest changes in my life took place.
If you believe spiritual people life around 40 means to take stock of what you have achieved and to start living your life’s purpose. And if I have a look at the last 7 months that is what it is all about. What do I want from my life, how can I get it and is it worth it? Of course not worth as in money but worth as in happiness.
Maybe at the end that is what it is all about. What makes me happy. Life is too short to be unhappy no matter what happened. I live now. Not yesterday, last month or 30 years ago. Just this second, this moment is what counts. And if I can create a life that makes me want to live it and give a feeling of joy then that is definitely worth it!
Die grosse fuenf null kommt naeher und naeher und ich arbeite immer noch daran. Aber ich bin jetzt ganz nahe… 🙂